Hi again , it’s just sometimes it’s easier to wrap my head around things when I hear from others . I’ve let things go I’ve lived my life , I have recently moved in to a fantastic home for me and the boys ,works great things were going amazing with there father and I. We took our sons to baseball practise and baseball games together he even started to make me dinner after , he started inviting me over for movies , but then he went on a week away with his boss and co workers , he invited me over the night before so we could hangout but then a week later he’s distant , I was trying to let it go and just see what happens and to not over think it , he came from his trip with gifts for me and the boys and invited me to tag along if I wanted to his house so he can see the boys , but ” it didn’t matter up to me ” Texts are becoming less and less but then Monday he stopped by twice to “use my sink ” and because he had no where to go ( construction on his house) we hangout for a few hrs it was very nice it felt like it was our house , he had a shower we cuddled did the dishes , when he left I said to my self ” he’s going to get distant because it felt real ” yesterday he called to tell mewhen he will get the boys he said I love you …oh s hit not you I mean the boys I love the boys … immediately I thought he’s gonna be even more distant , he hasn’t text me since , he dropped the boys off today and asked me why I looked so pretty but barely made eye contact and kinda was weird . It’s the hardest thing I’ve ever had to do
golightly
