You seem to have recognized you have a real problem. Good, although you will continue to repeat this behavior until you get professional help or end up in jail. Look at what trouble you have already caused yourself. It will only get worse. This is crazy behavior, you MUST STOP NOW!! Cowboy up, stop being a little whiner and be a responsible loving caring man. And please get professional help and stay away from this girl before you hurt her and end up in state prison. Take my word for it, state prison is no fun.
