confused400Thank you…though it hurts, I needed to hear the truth. It bothers me to see he’s still searching and I am so in to him. A part of me feel that I should go ahead and start seeing others but I am in love with him, I’m not interested in anyone else.
I also feel that maybe I need time away from him to clear my head. He says all the things that lead me to believe that he wants me. He ask me how would i like living in his area, my thoughts about him, tells me that i say all the right things, that i am so good to him, how much he misses me all the time, how anxious he is to see me next, how much he enjoys being around me, every time I leave him after a visit i get three to five phone calls from him in a day no sooner then the plane lands. Just recently before he left for japan he asked me; if he moved to japan would i follow him…I told of yes!
I guess i feel like i’m being lead on by someone that i am sincere with about my feels to.
maybe you’re right, he is at least being some what honest and i have to admire that. but for the sake of any potential arguments when he returns, with the way i feel these days and not being able to stop crying (even now) I think I would need some space too from him to clear my head. I’m sure I will eventually over come this but it hurts right now. Its my second time being in love and I am afraid of being hurt again because someone wants to view their options. I need to think about whats best for me.
Thank you for being so gentle about it.
