I have a multitude concerns about your most recent post — everything from the potential STD/HIV implications, to the severe psychological issues (related to both parties) that ensue from leading a double life filled with questions about sexual preference and infidelity, to lies, betrayal and desire to seek revenge — and that’s just the tip of the iceberg.
I do not need to tell you that you in a very, very unhealthy situation, because that is an obvious. If everything you have mentioned — in both posts — is true, it would behoove you to (a) see a doctor and get a check-up and (b) start taking the necessary steps to extricate yourself from this relationship.
You did not tell my why you are unable to work, but I suggest that you aggressively explore and pursue your options for generating income and self-support. While I am not a lawyer, I can tell you that (1) most states are now No Fault Divorce states and (2) long term/permanent alimony is very rarely granted today, especially for a short term marriage.
I also strongly recommend that you join a support group to help you get through this very difficult situation.
