I appreciate all the advice and I will do my best to get out of this situation. I confronted my husband about some of the issues I have and he got up and went to work on his day off. He found a place to live and was going to move in a week. I was devastated as I have no means of support and the rent was still behind. I have had chronic pain for 2 years. I had a partial hysterectamy and it still didn’t help. Now I have pain everywhere. I was sent to a pain specialist and he diagnosed me with fibromyalga. I also have carpul tunnel and had surgery on my right hand. I can use it but not for long periods of time. Also vibration makes it worse. My health has deteriorated over the past 2 years and I believe its due to the kind of stressful and abusive life I’ve always had. I also am in need of a free dentist LOL! I have the worst toothaches from my wisdom teeth. All of my health problems are the least of my worries for now because I have to worry about my son. He is 21 and he collapsed last year and he was diagnosed with 5 anneurysms. One was bleeding. He had surgery , four were clipped,and he has one more to clip. The state denied his medical help because SSI denied him. My son will have to have angiograms once a year for the rest of his life. Every day I count my blessings that he is still alive. He has had some frontal lobe disorder from his surgery but he is still an amazing person. I am and have been appealing the denials from SSI and we should hear soon. If he is accepted then he can get his medical help. He never even got his follow up angiogram after his surgery. Anyway I told my husband that I couldn’t live like this anymore and I was willing to let him go that I want someone who could love me unconditionally and someone that has no reason to hide things from me. The oddest thing happened. He turned back into the man i fell in love with. I don’t know how long it will last but at least it buys me some time to plan and a little less chaos. Its only been three days.
lynn
