I am in a relationship with a guy from 2 years. I used to feel an instant connection with him. I used to feel whatever I feel with him is out of this world. We connect to our deep levels when we talk. I used to feel a soulmate sort of connection with him.
I really dont know if hes my soulmate. Its just im me with him. Im relaxed. he feels the same. But the tension has arrised now. He is a type of guy who feels everything he does is right. He mistreats me while playing online games. Next moment hes fine. He talks to me when he feels like. He does not consider my feelings. He blames me on every fight we have. Yes im losing my track of being myself. Im not being able to be what im meant to be, pursue my dreams, grow as a person. Im not being able to help myself grow with him.
Is it a sign to continue with myself, self improvement I dont know. Im staying all because ive felt intense deep connection with him. Breaking up is a right choice or not I got no idea. Just I cant let anyone treat me that way. Please help!
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