[April Masini]

April,

I started an internship at a local baseball team for the summer at the beginning of June. At our second game, I met a fellow co-worker named Ryan who immediately introduced himself the second he saw me. At first I assumed he was an intern as well, but later that night at the meeting I found out he interned last summer and is now technically one of my bosses. He just graduated college and I am about to start my junior year.
There was some definite sexual tension and a few glances here or there. But, because all the other interns were attracted to him as well, I assumed it was only on my side. A few weeks later after some other co-workers added him on Facebook, I added him as well, figuring that nothing would really happen organically at work because we never get the chance to talk. Almost immediately, and to my surprise, he messaged me on Facebook. We chatted for a while, with obvious flirtation. He messaged me again the next day. I was teasing him about his job of raking the field and doing the grunt work after the game. He asked if he was at least the hot yard guy that older women fantasize about in TV shows. I told him that everyone around the office calls him Hot Ryan. He asked what I thought. I said I may have picked up the nickname as well. He said the attraction was mutual. Everything was very forward. At one point he joked around about trying to “woo” me. He left his number for me on the chat when I said I had to go.
I told him I had a party to get to after the game on Wed, so I had hoped it would go quickly. He jokingly said ‘thanks for the invite’ and pretty much invited himself along, which is what I had hoped for in mentioning it. We exchanged knowing glances and a few texts during the game that night. I told him the address of the party and left with a few other interns. He had to stay behind and finish his work but said he would do his damndest to get out there. My friends and I left the party after a while, by which point I was definitely tipsy, and we went to a few local bars. He made a point of continuing to text me when I asked him if he was still coming. He went home, took a shower, and offered to pick me up from the bars. I told him I didn’t really want him to see me when I was drunk. He assured me it was fine. He came and picked me up around 2 a.m, drove me to my car to get my house keys and took me home. Nothing happened at all. Just casual conversation amidst sexual tension. He dropped me off. I texted him a few minutes later thanking him for the ride. He texted back saying it was no problem but that we “hadn’t explored any sexual tension. Just throwing that out there 😉 “
I told him to just grab me tomorrow and we would…explore. Then I realized I had work at noon and no car. He said he was still in the truck. I told him he could turn around if he wanted but that I doubted he would. He did. Keep in mind I’m a little drunk and he is stone cold sober. He called me, and said he was outside. I went downstairs, and was a little surprised to find him in my yard and not his truck. He grabbed me and kissed me. We made out for a little while in the yard and I thought it was amazing. Our lips connected perfectly and he was a much a better kisser than any other of the 20 or so guys Ive kissed. I stopped him and said we had to get my car, but that I probably needed to still sober up a bit. He said he would “take care of that”. We got to the street my car was parked on but he pulled off onto a dead end road just before my car. I asked him why we stopped. He said to “sober me up”, chuckled a little bit, and then kissed me again. We made out in his truck like a Taylor Swift video for about an hour.
It came up in conversation that I was still waiting and he had had sex with 3 girls. Did not seem like a big deal, though I think he might have been surprised. I never said I was waiting for marriage, in fact he asked and all I said was the perfect person. We didn’t go far at all. Shirts came off and making out was all. I told him I had to leave so things wouldn’t go any further. He wanted me to stay. But, after I left he texted me almost immediately telling me what a good time he had and continued to flirt. He did say “so agreed no one at work should know?” I, still tipsy, said “ummm…well you obviously don’t.” Now, I had gone out with fellow interns that night that had seen me get picked up by him, so of course they knew something had gone on. This is the only possible weird thing I think of that may have gone wrong, the fact that some co-workers know.
The next day, Thursday, we had another game. We exchanged glances and a few texts again. I didn’t expect to hang out with him the next day at all. We had a game Friday as well, but he seemed intent on avoiding me completely. I texted him once during the game about a creepy host family dad (they volunteer to host the baseball players in their homes during the summer. Free boarding and food) who had gotten a little too drunk and given me his address and phone number so I could “come back to his house and he could offer me up to the players” who were having a party that night. It was creepy and since Ryan was in charge of the host family’s I texted him jokingly but at the same time kind of wanted him to come over and protect me a little bit or at least text me back. Neither occurred. My brothers name is Ryan as well. Which he knew. I accidentally texted baseball Ryan instead of brother Ryan to ask if him and his friends were going out that night. Immediately texted baseball Ryan back and said sorry wrong Ryan. He said “haha its cool, Im in bed right now.” I texted back and said “yeah I figured you would be. You looked exhausted after the meeting, Do you at least have the weekend off?” “Yes ma’am”. I, again a little buzzed after a Friday night in a college town, said “well in that case maybe we can repeat wed night”. No response on Sat, Sun, Mon, and now Tues. I didn’t text him again. Waiting to see if hell ever text me. We have games on Thurs, Fri, and Sat this week. Im not really sure what to do. Should I just let it completely go, or does he possibly still like me?

I guess what I’m trying to ask is did I do something wrong? Does he not like be because I was drunk, even though he made a point of coming back to get me, knowing
I was drunk? Is it because hes my boss and hes just now realizing any implications with that? Is he playing it cool? Or is he just not that into me. I don’t understand why you would declare your attraction, make out with someone, text them immediately after, and then never again. Unless something went weirdly wrong. Sorry for such a long message, but I figured you needed the whole story and any enlightenment will help. Also how should I confront him, if at all, at work when I see him? Ignore? Or say something like “So the chase is over, and now we ignore eachother?” Or play it cool and casual and just ask how his week has been?

Thanks,
A

[April Masini]

It’s always hard when YOU think things are going swimmingly and HE isn’t all that interested any more. When this happens I have readers writing me desperately trying to figure out what went wrong and why someone who seemed interested, has now lost interest. Well, it happens. He was interested — although I’m not sure he was interested in more than a sexual thing — but now he’s cooled and isn’t showing any signs of wanting to date you. 😳

When this happens it’s a mistake to CHASE him. Women should never chase men because it ALWAYS backfires eventually. What you can do is be your same alluring self, and if he IS Mr. Right then he’ll go after you, and if he isn’t — you’ve dodged a bullet and haven’t wasted any time investing your energy in someone who isn’t going to pan out as more than a fling.

All the reasons you offer up for his cooling down are possibly legitimate, but the bottom line is that he has cooled and you are free to pursue other guys.

I hope that helps. And you know, you’re not too young to get the dating low down by reading Think & Date Like A Man, a book I’ve written for women who don’t want to make mistakes (like meeting up with a guy at 2 a.m. when you’re tipsy and going parking to make out only to find no second date materializes! 😳 ) and want to treat dating as if they want to win the guy! It’s a short read that downloads immediately and I think you’ll benefit from it. Here’s the link: [url]http://www.askapril.com/relationship-dating-advice/think-and-date-like-a-man.html[/url]. Let me know what you think.

And join me on AskApril.com on Facebook at this link: [url]http://www.facebook.com/group.php?gid=110265355684755&ref=mf[/url] — I want to see you as one of my members on this group page! 😀

[maelene87]

April is right don’t chase let him come to you 😛

[April Masini]

Thanks, [b]maelene87[/b]!! Hope it works out for her. 🙂

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