[Natalie Jordaan]

Hi April

I met a guy on Facebook. I know what you’re thinking, but read on. He is from Cape Town and does private security in Afghanistan. No It’s not and Indian.

So we became friends via talking on FB and then On Skype. He was due for leave and before going home to Cape Town He came to JHB for me. We spent a week together and then he left to go home. He was there for two days and came back to JHB. He is currently here.

The problem is I have fallen for him. I had fallen for him when we were chatting on Skype while he was overseas. I had cried terribly when he left for CT. NO i didnt let him see me cry.

Oh April he told me that I have made him feel like no one ever has. He told friends of his that I have swept him of his feet. He told me that when he spent the week here I had made him feel so comfortable that he ddnt even feel comfortable at his own house in CT. He doesnt have any kids and he is soo single.

I phones me and tells me he misses me alot. He talks about getting work here and getting a house here and that he has met someone in JHB that could keep him here (ME?) . He seems so genuine and so true.

I cannot bear the thought of him leaving me again. Is that foolish? It hurts just to think about it. And the part that really gets me is that I hope he is not playing me. His eyes seem so genuine. I see his eyes. But there is a part of me that doesnt want to get hurt and I cannot allow myself to trust him. What do I do April….. What do I do?

[April Masini]

Love hurts. Google the songs about love and you’ll come up with loads. My suggestion is to burn yourself six CDs of your favorite songs about love and play them all the time. You’re not alone. People become jubilant over meeting someone, and dashed over losing them. Over. And. Over. And. Over.

That said, I don’t think this guy has given you any reason to distrust him. But you need to be realistic. You don’t know him very well. You don’t know his family or his friends. See if he puts his money where his mouth is. In other words, you don’t have to trust him — you can accept where things are now, and watch and see if he actually does what he says he’s going to do. That’s how he’s going to earn or lose your respect. Relationships and deep love are built on people coming through for each other over and over in real life — not just under the moonlight, in bed, and at airports as they’re saying passionate goodbye or hello.

You have the basis for a real relationship. See if you can build the blocks that make it work, together. But don’t put your life on hold. He’s not here. Yet. It’s okay to anticipate his coming here, but not if you become paralyzed waiting for him. Stay focused on yourself, and allow him to be part of your life — but not all of your life.

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