ive been with my girl for three years,for 16 to 19. we’ve built so many beautiful memories together, from staying on the phone all night to walking her to swimming practice every day in high school. we’ve become each others obsession and universe. back to the story,about a couple months ago i started to distance myself from her, and told her i needed a break. during that break we still saw each other and acted like we were still dating. also in that time i thought i was “mr cool”, going to parties smoking cigarettes trying to be cool. also in that time i met this girl that i liked and started hanging out with and eventually we slept together. so a week ago someone told her that they saw me hanging out with the girl and she eventually she called the girl and found out everything.its been a week since shes left me and im dying. the thought of another woman gets me naseous, i cant concentrate on anything. she has become my mother father best friend,everything thing. ive heard a lot of guys say they would never do it again but even the thought of doing it again gets me sick, literally. i love her so much and im willing to go to the ends of the universe to get her back and to continue our beautiful journey together as soul mates and lovers and friends. i know i messed up and took a wrong turn somewhere but i am truly regretful, i have never felt this empty so i can imagine her pain, i want nothing more than to hold my angel in my arms right now, if she does give me another chance i know it will take a long time to rebuild but i am willing to do whatever i need to, if any one has any advice please share- thank you
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