Thank you so much for the advice, I finally called her and told her that I wanted to meet her. Everything went according to the way I had planned it, because I wanted it to be special. Until I asked her. She looked a bit upset and told me that she had to leave and that she’ll talk to me later on. After getting home I had a mail waiting in my inbox from her which said,
”Ashhh;
It took me forever to think what to say…
and then i forgot exactly what i had decided on…
I didnt wanna write a massive email.. but it kind of ended up that way..
Your card was really really sweet, and it rhymed and everything!
I really wasnt expecting it… so it sort of surprised me a little
You’ve been there for me in so many ways that others have completely failed…
and i have to admit that i like you more than a friend
more than i should
and more than i planned.
But this all seems so fast and im really confused
i need some time to think..
i just need you to understand that if i said no…
its not because i dont really really like you
its because i need you, and knowing what it feels like to lose you i dont think i could do that again.
I was as bad as i have ever been and i did some stupid things =/
I dont want to ruin what we already have because youre a really great friend, and i care for you alot.
And thankyou so much for the origin of my name, it means alot to me.
Can we just be normal for a while ?
xx Im sorry; i just need some time xx
Miss you. (L)”
What now?
