We broke up at first because of misunderstanding he thought I was trying to be rude to one of his friends that is a girl but that wasn’t the case. We were fine in the break up after that. Until all of the stuff happened I sent to you prior. I talked to him today and he was pretty much like he doesn’t want anything to do with me as of right now. I told him everything that I was going through and that my counselor helped me get through what I’ve been going through. I told him that he can’t just punish me for not being myself. I told him again that I would prove it but he said I can’t because it’s too much damage. I want to fix the damage and he said that time would tell. Since I pushed him so far away. I want to fix everything I’ve broken because I really wasn’t myself and I’m not happy at my choices yes I knew I was doing them but I physically didnt want to do them mentally I wanted to. I told him that out of the 6 years we’ve been together he should know me. I havent changed at all while we’ve been in college until I completely lost myself these last couple of months doing things I wouldn’t normal do. I just want to fix everything and have a mature relationship with him. How do you fix so many mistakes and damage.
