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[faith77]

Dear April,
It was the next day after I had posted this that Alex finally got back to me. To say the least I was furious with him for waiting so long to get back to me. Although his excuses are viable they still leave me angered and confused. When he got back to Florida he was stationed on the ship where there is no cell service, so he never received any of my texts or phone calls. I do have to admit that he did have facebook, and that left me wondering why he didn’t get ahold of me through that. He stated that he was extremely busy getting ready for his deployment to Afghanistan. He never did say why he didn’t get back to me when he had a day off on Friday though. I brought it up in a message that I had sent him, but he never truly answered the question. Since his deployment I talk to him on a daily basis, sometimes 2-3 times a day. He was very genuine in saying that he would like to see me after his deployment ends in August, regardless of my situation at the time. He stated that from the very first night that we hung out it was odd and that it felt like we didn’t miss a beat. He ‘just didn’t want this to happen’, meaning he didn’t want to get attached. After having an amazing night with someone that you haven’t seen in a real long time its only human nature to adapt some kind of feelings. I honestly didn’t have expectations and I don’t plan on putting anything on hold for him but it seems the more I chat with him the more I find myself falling for him. A part of me wants to run away without looking back, so I don’t end up getting hurt and then there’s a part of me that wants to stay friends and continue to chat. How do I get rid of these feelings that I have?

[faith77]

Dear April,
It was the next day after I had posted this that Alex finally got back to me. To say the least I was furious with him for waiting so long to get back to me. Although his excuses are viable they still leave me angered and confused. When he got back to Florida he was stationed on the ship where there is no cell service, so he never received any of my texts or phone calls. I do have to admit that he did have facebook, and that left me wondering why he didn’t get ahold of me through that. He stated that he was extremely busy getting ready for his deployment to Afghanistan. He never did say why he didn’t get back to me when he had a day off on Friday though. I brought it up in a message that I had sent him, but he never truly answered the question. Since his deployment I talk to him on a daily basis, sometimes 2-3 times a day. He was very genuine in saying that he would like to see me after his deployment ends in August, regardless of my situation at the time. He stated that from the very first night that we hung out it was odd and that it felt like we didn’t miss a beat. He ‘just didn’t want this to happen’, meaning he didn’t want to get attached. After having an amazing night with someone that you haven’t seen in a real long time its only human nature to adapt some kind of feelings. I honestly didn’t have expectations and I don’t plan on putting anything on hold for him but it seems the more I chat with him the more I find myself falling for him. A part of me wants to run away without looking back, so I don’t end up getting hurt and then there’s a part of me that wants to stay friends and continue to chat. How do I get rid of these feelings that I have?

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