Thanks Joe2424… Ya she is in college but she does it at home and she overloads herself. I’m sure there is not another guy, she would have no time for other guys. This girl is a knockout too but thats only a small part of what makes me want her so bad. I am trying to believe that if we are meant to be together we will end up back together but I’ve never been a destiny type of person and what freaks me out is that, even though she is a smart and mature person, there are a lot of manipulative guys out there that will work a girl just because she is hot and pretend they care about them for a while till they’re done with them and then ditch them. The last thing I want is for her to get hurt. My gut tells me to stay away for a while but what worries me too is that she might completely get over me if I don’t go after her. I’ve been with many girls in my life, good ones and bad, and even though she says she doesn’t feel the right connection, every part of me tells me that we are right for each other and I’ve never thought that way about any girl. Even though it’s hard I honestly feel that I should stay away from her for a while and let her figure out what she wants on her own but I don’t want to end up regretting not going after her and possibly losing the girl of my dreams.
