Hi Torn between two,
Its ok to have these feelings. I see you write you should not feel this or that for the other guy, but sometimes it happens. Maybe it is your boyfriend brings out a certain something in you and the other brings out another something special in you that you like. I see you say you are in school so I assume you are young? Maybe in early 20″s or still 18 or 19. Relationships can get confusing and you are at a point in your life where you are discovering what you like and do not like. The emotions can be a dangerous thing someone once told me, so my advice is to try to think before you act. Really think. Right now you are away from your boyfriend so you will miss him i am sure, but you found an interest in someone else, and sometimes this happens. The feelings of guilt may arise and make you feel uncomfortable. This is normal. If you are confused maybe you need to take some time to concentrate on school and just be friends with the new interest for a while. If he is willing to accept that he is mature and will be willing to wait. Maybe make a list of the pro’s and con’s of both relationships. There is no hurry. You have time to think. In life even when we are married there will always be someone else that will catch our interest but does not mean we need to act on it. You should also have a talk with your boyfriend about maybe why you guys broke up in the first place, I am sure it is not all just because you met someone else , there has to be a reason why you were able to let go and admire another. Just think about this and take it slow and do not beat yourself up about it you are not a bad person for having feelings it is normal, eventually it will work out for the best. Good Luck
