Thanks April! I am trying to wake up..you see this happened before with my first relationship which I have a child from my previous relationship and I am realizing this is happening to me again..maybe it is me (as they say). I am so use to being attached to a guy that I am afraid to move on by myself..its scary to me…I am a grown women and I know needing a man is so childish… so at this point I am trying to detached myself.maybe it is caused by my childhood not having a father and because of that I need to be loved by a man to replace my loneliness during that time period…but its time to let it go because I have my father now but I am so use to this lifestyle that is hard to move on..I quess I have to take baby steps…just the thought of this being the 2nd time makes me just want to give up and be alone and forget men….Thanks April, even my parents say to move on…there are plenty of fish in the sea huh!
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