Well, I’m kind of in a “damned if I do, damned if I don’t” situation, here… I really have no way of knowing for sure whether or not she got the message. If she DID get the message, me writing her would probably just look pathetic, wouldn’t it? But if she DIDN’T get the message, then I never really got to properly take my shot, and she never actually ignored it, and there still could’ve been something. :/ So, it’s a tricky situation. But I think I kinda know what you mean about messages on MySpace being kinda weird; a while back, when I was in high school, I sent a private message to some one I knew, just asking them something that wasn’t really that important, and they never answered back, nor did they ever indicate to me (in person) that they had gotten the message. So yeah, I’m kinda worried, now, that maybe she never got it, maybe this isn’t her ignoring me, and maybe it’s not quite over, just yet.
Thing is, though, it’s getting harder and harder to “contain” myself; what I mean is, I’ve spent the last year making “small talk” messages with her (save for the couple of more serious “wanna meet up?” messages), and it’s really gotten me nowhere, to the point of frustration. I also can’t help but wonder if maybe that’s why her interest level started dropping off, because I spent the year making “small talk” with her. :/ I want to keep writing to her, if there’s still a chance things could maybe work out between us, but it’s just hard to keep up writing the same “hey, how you doing?” messages I’ve been writing for ages, now.
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