JeffLovesHer
For me, this is definitely the woman of my dreams and I KNOW deep down in me, that she was built for me! And believe me, I’ve been with many women in every single way possible. But Kathryn does things to me that I’ve never experienced before! Every time I see her or think about our future together, I get all tingly and shit!
I KNOW that I have to let her be, but damn… it’s really hard! I can’t believe I’m sweating a woman this bad! The way we split wasn’t great, but it wasn’t horrible either… She told me that she wants to leave because she knows what she wants, and that’s me… She left so that she do whatever to get whatever out of her system, because she doesn’t want to sacrifice our relationship to do that… Partying or I dunno really!
I respect her on so many lvls, but I just don’t understand it I guess…
I am totally ready to marry this woman, and we’ve discussed it numerous times! I guess she realizes that we DO have a future together and it kinda makes her scared? I dont know.
But I realize that I have to leave her alone, pretty easy answer to say… Doing so is different!
It’s just VERY difficult to leave her be when you know with every inch of you that she is the one for you! I have faith and confidence in her, AND us that she feels the same!
But I will give her what she needs… And I think that if I do love her as much as I do, then I will do that for her!
Now the other day, she DID get VERY jealous when I mentioned that I was going out to watch the Capitals game with another female… even though she IS just a friend! I don’t know if that’s a “territory” thing with women or if she actually thinks she is losing me?
All has yet to be seen… I will try my hardest!
