hey,
I was in the same situation last summer, me and my bf broke up after 2 years and we never properly broke up, we just broke up because he moved away. I understand how you feel as you didnt have a proper break you still love him and you havent had closure of your relationship. What you must understand is that you will always love him, that love will never go away, you’ll just not not be IN love with him. Though you’ll probably disagree at the moment and all the crying and thinking about him shows that you still are in love with him. Have you spoken to him about how you feel? Is there a chance he still feels the same way. After about 6 months my bf moved back to near where I live and we decied to meet up and talk about things, I still loved him, but then I kissed him and it just wasnt the same, the sparks werent there that were always there before. Thats when I realised I was not IN love with him anymore though I would always have a place in my heart for him. Meeting up with him gave me closure so now I can get involved and have full relationships with other guys.
Hope this helps 🙂
