[Badfinger]

This is my gut reaction to your story:
You are overly obsessed with her to the point of nearly psycho to her probably and that is a major turn off most likely I’m afraid.

Get over it, you wanted much more than she was willing to give, move on and don’t sweat it.
So many women available, you WILL find one that more worthy of your time.

I had a lady at my last job who had feelings for me, and she told me she couldn’t be my friend.
I am flattered is what I take away from the experience.
Even if I would have been single and available she had things that made us incompatible.

Other note:
Please use your ENTER key a little more often and proofread long stories, that was very hard to follow/read.