alleb0206He apologized numerous times for even trying to talk to another woman, and he said he has no idea why he would ever jepordize losing me. He kept telling me that I was his baby, and he wants to spend the rest of his life with me. He kept calling himself stupid and dumb, and in a way I kind of just sat there and let him pour his heart and soul out to me. It felt soooo good to me to hear him say these things…he said so many more things but if i were to put them all on here you would be reading for probably 2 or 3 hours lol…
So to make a very long story short we did finally talk about EVERYTHING, in depth, which is what I felt we needed to do. I was just concerned about how to bring up the subject?? Truth be told, today I feel 110% better than I have this whole month. I felt like we were slowly falling apart and I am starting to think that the “spark” is back in our relationship. We are back to communicating with each other, which we have always been good at, but lately its been not like that. One thing he told me last night,was that when he feels like I am distant or when I feel like he is distant, or if something is bothering either one of us, we need to talk to each other about it like we used to, idk this story probably just bounces from this to that….but thank you for you advice, I layed off of him about it thinking it would take forever for him to come to me, and it only took 2 days!! I am glad I got my baby back!!!
I know things aren’t totally and completely “fixed” because there are a few things we both want to work on as a couple and independently. But I finally feel like I can take a sigh of relief about him walking out on me or leaving me, because he re-assured me many times last night that he could never and would never leave me…he says I am too good to him
