I’m sorry for what you are going through. I’m proud of you for even considering adoption. I highly suggest that option. I wish I were strong enough to stand up for that option. There will be the possibilty of reuniting when the child is over 18 rather than waiting til you get to heaven. I was 19 and not as young as you are but if I could go back I would choose adoption. I am 38 now and it still affects me. Since your boyfriend isn’t manning up now it IS doubtful he ever will. There is a show on mtv about “children” your age that are pregnant. It should give you a lot of insight to what it takes and how much work having child is. Ah, it’s called 16 and pregnant. Best of luck to you and I’ll be thinking of you.
katdawg