Well you said, let you know how things go. So, a little after i wrote here. i talked to her and got about 90% off my chest. and felt better at the time. So decided to continue seeing her. Although she did had asked me if i wanted space at that time but i said i didn’t really think so. I wish i wouldve taken that space now, i pretty much let her slide back in. Im pretty much over it but its still in the back of my mind. So i cant see myself getting in a relationship with her. Or my feelings any stronger. Its almost like a mental block. Like writer’s block for an author. Something in me just will not let it happen. But im not ready to say goodbye yet, there is a lot worse out there. Soooo, ill just wait until something better comes, or just eventually end it, or make her wanna end it. I kno, i kno. It sounds bad.
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