[mmiller5373]

Yeah. I totally understand. My confidence has done down and my insecurity up, and I think that factor has caused a lot of problems in our relationship (not to say that she hasn’t done anything wrong, nor has any problems). I need to be alright with myself before I can be okay with her. I want to feel attractive around her. I want to feel good around her.

With all this breakup stuff, I just don’t want to lose her. I hope she doesn’t move on. She seems like she has, though it’s kinda weird considering the middle of August she was sending me text messages about how much she loves me. Do you think her love has disappeared and that she is moving on… or that she was hurt by my recent actions and is convincing herself that she needs to forget about me? Maybe I should just leave her alone for a while? Let her miss me?