Hi April,
Its been almost a year and i haven’t moved a single step. in my last post i mentioned that mails started working and i really thought i accomplished something. That single email was so perfect that i thought i reached what I desired. unfortunately, that was the one and only mail she replied to and ignoring started all over again. Again, ignoring mails and being so nice in person. I started ignoring her too so as to end this crazy story but i never succeeded. Seeing her and the way she behaves always gives me the feeling to keep trying but with no success at all. She never behaves as uninterested. Even if i ignore her she is starting the talking. Next day I send her an email and she is someone else totally ignoring me.
I want to end this but don’t know how. She is always on my mind and one glance from her starts things all over again. As you mentioned earlier i thought it is because of her marriage but after all this time she should have decided to go after her marriage and show me that she is not interested which is a thing I started wishing. Its either that she is crazy or I am.
What do you think? What does she want? how can I put and end to this situation.
Thanks a lot
Hans
