Hi!
I am new to this forum, and I’m not sure whether this type of post is appropriate here, but I’m posting it. I can’t talk to any of my family members or friends, as I feel uncomfortable talking to them.
This might get a little long, so I’ve tried to write a summary at the end. I’ve known my boyfriend for about a year. We’re both religious. I’m a virgin, and before we got into a relationship, I made it clear that I would wait until marriage to have sex.
He told me he respected that and that it was a good challenge for him, and he agreed.
Everything was going well between us
I would often go to his apartment, or he would come to my house. We would talk together, cook and eat together, and joke around. I had a lot of trust in him, and he had never behaved in a way that made me feel bad.
1 week ago,
It was quite late, so I stayed at his apartment.
The next morning, when I opened my eyes, he was touching me.I was asleep and I didn’t understand what he was doing to me. Suddenly, he came on top of me and
And he tried to force me to have sex. I forbade him a lot and told him that I am not ready for this, leave me alone. But he did not listen to me, and he forced me to have sex
My body was frozen, and I was crying. I told him to leave the room, but he started apologizing to me and started loving me again. He didn’t let me go out for two hours.
I was in a lot of pain, and my body was also injured I was broken. The person I trusted and loved so much betrayed me. I feel like my virginity has been taken away from me. I don’t understand what to do.
I need your advice Plzz
