I never thought that I would fall in love so early.
I’m not even 16 yet.
Well, I have found love and I really think that she’s the one.
It all started out great, and we became great friends..
I told her how I felt about her, and then, after some time, she admitted her feelings about me, too. I felt like the luckiest person in the world. I, for one, happen to be an extremely passionate person. But, here’s the story nevertheless. Everything was going great — it even seemed like it was too good to be true. We have known each other for well over two months now. And since this is my first real relationship, I got really excited. It was her second, but her first relationship was long-distance, so you can say it’s her first one, too. Well, anyways.. everything seemed to be getting better and better as each day passed by. We see each other occasionally at school, and talked for hours and hours over the internet. That’s where I got to know the real her. I had been swimming in joy, and I really wanted to spend the rest of my life with her.
But, due to some family reasons, she said that we can’t progress any further for now.
And, now, we’re just friends again. It’s like nothing ever happened.
I feel like everything was a lie. It’s tearing me apart.
Some friends gave me advice that I am over-thinking everything, but they don’t understand how much I love her. And even the thought of losing her makes me feel like crying — YES!! I am a guy. But I really don’t know what to do. She doesn’t even say “I Love You” anymore. Even though [i]I[/i] try to squeeze it in sometimes.
What should I do?
John L.
UPDATE:
I talked to her, She said that she doesn’t love me like she used to.
I really want to win her back.
What should I do?
