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I don’t have enough information here to help you the way I would if you gave me more background. 😥
However…..based on what you’ve written here, it sounds like your boyfriend is dating someone else in addition to you, and you’re too emotionally involved with him to be part of the field he’s playing. So then why stay with him? If a man doesn’t value you for what you’d like to be to him, then you’re not compatible. And no matter how much you like him, the fact that he’s got a girlfriend other than you is going to give you pain. 🙁 It sounds like you want a boyfriend who is loyal and committed, and this guy isn’t that.
Find Mr. Right — he’s out there! And don’t settle for what hurts you.