So in my other post, i told you about a guy i’d been intimate with for 7 monhs now. and how i believe he may be developing feelings. I as well, kindof am developing feelings for him too. But I can’t let myself commit. I believed for a long time that it was fear but now…. I’m thinking it’s something else….
I have a best friend. I dated him for 3 months. It was the most perfect relationship ever… We broke up because I was young and stupid. I let my family ruin it because they disliked him. We remained best friends but never tried to rekindle. I wanted him to take me back so badly…. But I guess he just couldn’t trust me. And now, he’s getting kicked out from his ex’s house. [The person he dated after me] He has no family to stay with here so he’s leaving to florida.
I’d let him stay with me. [He’s my best friend, i’d do anything for him] however, i’m living with my uncle and i’m not even on the lease so my uncle is already risking it with me being there.
It hurts so much because i know I still want him in my life, another chance but I think he really wants to be with the ex that’s kicking him out. [why? i cant for the love of me understand. They cheated on him, never comfort him, pretty much causes him to freakout.] But i just can’t let go. I love him.
The advice i’m asking for is, why do i still want him so badly? I know there’s no chance so why am i wasting my time?
How can i make myself move on?
HELP!
[btw, any advice at all, would be great]
