Ok, this is a pretty screwed up situation but I need opinions or advice or something to guide me to the right decision or the right something. I’m going crazy?! Haha
Here’s the story:
I’ve been with my wife for 7 years, we got married a year ago and we truly were in deep true love. Life was going so strangely perfect and I was the happiest I’ve ever been. 6 months after the wedding, my wife had met another man and began feeling very strongly for him. She completely fell in love and spent many nights out with him. I had NO clue this was even happening until one day it all came out. Long story short, we came very close to calling it quits but ultimately we decided to stay dedicated to the marriage. It’s been very difficult as I have struggled with trust issues and many emotions stemming from this total betrayal.
Fast forward 6 months, we are doing much better. She has shown the utmost regret and I have begun to forgive her. We are even talkin about having children soon.
Now comes my predicament. We went on a Sort-of vacation recently where we were helping her sister move to another city. At this point, I had NEVER EVER imagined myself with her sister in any way whatsoever. It was a purely platonic relationship as she was (of course) her sister. After spending lots of time together, we had a night that the 3 of us had a bit too much to drink. When my wife went to sleep early, the most unlikely thing happened, and her sister and I had fooled around abit but nothing too much yet. The next morning I woke up passing it off as a big mistake and pushing it into the past immediately to never be brought up again. The next night however, my wife was very tired again and went to bed fairly early. This gave us a chance to discuss the actions of the previous night. We shared some casual drinks but kept level heads. But after awhile something happened. We got closer and things got very passionate. We had the best sex of both of our lives all night till the sun came up. We had formed a connection so deep, much deeper than my wife’s and mine.
Now i am absolutly the type of person to feel unbearable guilt for something like this but I don’t feel any at all. Since that night, we have texted and talked constantly about how immensely strong this is. We have truly fallen into a deep, very passionate love for each other. I even feel sick at this moment because I can’t bear to be away from her and she feels exactly the same
I still love my wife very much. She’s done so much for me and I never want to hurt her. But this is an attraction that I just can’t ignore. I also want to add, I did not do this out of revenge for what she did months ago. This was just so natural and perfect that we could not hold back at all. I don’t know what to do.
I don’t want to hurt my wife but I don’t want to pass up this potential euphoric love. Please help me out!!!
