I would like to ask you something. Why do I still love her very much even she has other boyfriend in 7 years and she has far from her bf? I really cant leave her. We were together almost 1 year. I know that she has bf. She wanted us to be separate, because she cant hide from her boyfriend. I was trying to understand what she said. She told me that she felt guilty, because her bf felt that she was always be with me even he was far also he doesnt know me hat we havent met yet. She wants to loyal him, also she made a promise with him in mountain. I always slept late I always woke up early. I cant continue to sleep. Because I was thinking of her too much. 🙁 I really love her very much! I cant steal her, because I have to respect her and I am still trying to understand. 🙁 She also loves me and her bf. She cant decide to choose me and her bf in the future. She still love him than me, because they are 7 years. 🙁 I STILL LOVE HER VERY MUCH! I always cried every night. I cant stop crying. I am stilll trying to be ok. 🙁 I was patient to wait, when she arrived late, I didnt mad her. Also I taught her how to sign language, also I helped her too much. I brought her every night after class. I never remember her what I done her. 🙁 I really love her. I dont know why do I still love her very much! I will wait patiently, also I am willing to wait for her in the future.