Your not really directing your unhappy feeling toward a particular thing. Think about your life. Is it your realtionship? Do you need time apart? The reason this jumped out at me, is because when I was 19 I had been dating my boyfriend for 4 years, all through high school. This caused me to miss alot of events and times with friends. He never acted like he would ever commit. So one day I decided to let him go. We both cried. We even went out a couple times after just on a date. I think we both realized we had become a habit. We broke up in Feb. I met someone that summer and was married by December. I have been married 18 years. Follow your heart. Make yourself happy.