Thank you April. I hear what you are saying in my head..but my heart is saying otherwise 🙁
I have never met this man but I have friends who know him and he is of good character and very real. Just last night he teased and titillated me with dirty sex talk and I just felt sooooooo turned on. Honestly I just feel horny ALL the time.
My husband and I have been through many trials and tribulations. He has a very controlling demeanour/personality.
..so much so that I am not sure if he realises it but has a tendency to take over.
Often when I am talking with my kids he will answer for me if they ask a question.
He loves to talk and is a great salesman but a very high achiever who works long hours and gives 120% to everything. He is a fantastic father. Sometimes there just doesn’t seem to be enough left for us. Yes I have talked this through with him many times but nothing changes. I can’t expect him to change his personality traits can I?
I often feel like he is a whirlwind and makes me tired just being around him sometimes.
We have sex about once a week and it’s over pretty quick..lol.
This other man really listens to me and *gets me*…has time for me! That’s why I find myself aching for an email and checking my inbox regularly.
I’m trying to justify myself that cybersex isn’t the same as real sex and that myself and this man are just providing an outlet for each other?
Is that still cheating my husband? Or filling a fantasy? Yes I am quite bored. I have just lost 2 days work a week and sometimes feel that I am losing myself with my husband. This other man makes me feel equal. Often with my hubby I feel inferior because he is like an island. He loves giving advice and sometimes makes me feel like there is nothing I can do without his verbal input..eg..painting a fence, some cooking etc..
Thank you for your advice so far.
