April,
Thank you for your quick and honest response. It hurts to read the words, but if I am honest with myself, I knew it, but was just hoping I was wrong. But this personal honesty doesnt ease the unbearable pain I am feeling inside, nor does it stop the tears that I am struggling to contain. Do you have some good advise to help me move on, to relieve some of the sadness. I cant help but think about all the good stuff. he was my best friend and to lose the man I love so much and my best friend in one quick swoop is really, really difficult to deal with. I would really value your help.
Thank you again…
