yeaaa there was no trigger just one day she just told me how she felt n it took me by surprise… and her losing her best friend… i wouldnt say completely lost her but they rarely talk… just her friend ask her for a favor to cover for her cause her parents are strict and asked if shecan say she was with her in case her parents called… but my gf felt she couldnt lie to her mom because of there relationship she real good friends and told her she was not up for it anymore… and from then on her best friend just kinda held it against her n theydot hang out… n as far as her other friends she tells me that they dont talk to her as much in rarecases…
as far as me it blows my mind how she feels im confused n i get mixed signals on it caused me to get all depressed cause i felt ignored… but i understand now that shes going through alot cause her life is changing as far as her social friend n she is bring the change into our relationship i never felt a change but she does… im just keeping myself busy and trying to not let her depression and emptyness become mine… im doin what makes me happy so i can be able to offer and listen to her with a clear and open mind…
and recently she says she feels like shes not making me happy like she use to and she cant help the way she acts on not giving me attention… she just has wierd feelings and she thinks about these feelings all day…
and it sucks cause i also know theres not much i can do but just try to help her through it…
