I really appreciate the words of advise. I think that is what I wanted to hear. Now the next step is to figure out a way to get this all done. Why do I care about how he is going to react? He never cared about my feelings. It’s like skydiving the first time. You are all ready to go until the plane door opens, then you’re scared as hell. I am scared. Terrified. I know it is best for me and the kids. But can I do this on my own? Will my kids hate me for this? I know when they get older they will understand but what about now? I know I will be happier to start living my life again. Thank you again.
