He and I have talked since march 2011- we kinda broke at one point because he thought he was just teasing us – bit he kept checking in- I ignored him but replied at days response- then I realize I wanted him in my life than not having him at all- we missed each other and cared for lots. That separation if it was was for about 2weeks. But we just kept going as if nothing happened and I asked and he only replied”that he thought then that I deserved better and he was not good for me”
He knows that I want marriage and love. I don’t want to spend countless more years with someone that doesn’t want it either. What do I say or do? I feel Like the timing isn’t perfect. He puts me on the highest pedestal and tells me I’m perfect- and I told him not to bc I do have flaws but he won’t say do otherwise. I compliment him all the time but he thinks he’s not at all great! It’s like we both won’t let each other go cuz we want to be together but it’s hard for him because he’s always gone and unreliable bc of his job. What to say or do? It’s almost a year in march
