Thank you everyone for your advice. By the way we’re both 35 and I to live with my parents after a financially devistating divorce. Her son called me up today and asked if I could come over for dinner but I declined. She wants our children to get together and play. I think I’d like that but I know in my mind it’s just to see her again right now. I know I really shouldn’t talk to her or text but it’s hard after being with her so long. I’m still confused because she says she misses and loves me. I should move on but it’s very hard for me to just give up on anyone be it friend or ex girlfriend.