[Sunnygurl]

True and I wouldn’t deny that he is a fantasy! He is someone I was good friends with/loved when I was younger. And now I really do not know him as well as I wish I did.

The reason my fiancé and I haven’t gotten married is quit simple. I have three children with my ex-husband and my ex is to put it nicely a loser. He doesn’t pay child support and he doesn’t work. So to save us money we have decided to wait to get married. I really do love him with all my heart.

The only person that could make me question my relationship with my fiancé is this other guy. I wish I hadn’t accepted his request.

and not only all of this but before my “old love” had added me, I caught my fiancé calling 900 numbers. Maybe that is the root of some problems with my current relationship? (trust) 🙁

Thanks

[Sunnygurl]

Wow! You are right about it all!! My ex and I definitely have a spiritual connection for sure! I do feel that! It has been strong every since we met when we were both young. Neither one of us knew what to do or how to react to the feelings we have for each other. However like you said he did cut me off with no reason what so ever! He hasn’t even been a friend to me and I guess that’s what hurts the most. I do believe in god. I have asked him to give me strength and to help me in this situation. But I almost feel he wanted us to reconnect. I know that just sounds silly, right? But it is how I feel. And as soon as I feel like I am strong enough to move on my ex will reappear into my life again! I am now 36 years old. So time has gone by a few years between my ex and me. I really do try not to comment on anything he may say or if he writes me I try to keep it simple b/c I don’t want him to know that I still have feelings for him. And I know if he was with someone great like me, he wouldn’t even look my direction! I feel like I am old enough to know better but still I’m weak. I do have a great guy! I couldn’t ask for a better man! I feel so stupid to even be allowing myself to feel anything for this man. I do believe that everything works itself out. So I am holding on to that and my faith in God! Thanks for the luck! I’m going to need it!

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