right i understand and agree, but it bothers me so much that for one i have his sisters and family members say to me that she does not treat me right. all her other daughters bfs hurt her daughters and she is still a lot more respectful and nicer to them then she is to me. i think a part of me also wants to have that connection with her like i did before, but i dont think its fair that she tells me that i should not be at the house or why am i going with my bf, i cant help what my bf chooses and does not choose to do, i feel so confuessed and mixed up then i did before and i am probably letting my ego get to me but i give her respect im always nice to her when i see her i do everything for her son i just think its not nor ever will be enough b.c no one can love her son as much as she does or no one could care for her son as she does ugh im so just feeling blah! =(
