ya it turns out she was going behind my back since march but never had the corage to tell me until i caught her basically. I just dont know how she can move on so fast after we dated for so long and had great times with eachother. It doesnt make sense how she can just throw what he had aside and pick up with someone else. But i dont want to be with her anymore now that i think about things more. I deserve better…even though i messed up at times in the relationship she would always be acting like the victum and i really was more so. I told her that what she did is worse then what I did because she actually was living two lives for about a month and still saying i love you to me but she was visiting this other guy when i was at baseball and on road trips and she was acting with her heart and continued to seem him while i did cheat but it was a one time thing and i felt bad after i did it. I doesnt seem like she feels bad about what she has done to me. I really got hurt by her so i dont want her back it just stings right now to know that she was able just pick up with another relationship right after ours was over or shortly before it was over. She said she wanted to be friends but I have told her thats unfiair to me and that I need to let things settle even before I would consider a friendship. It seemed like she wanted me around when he cant be there for her and vice verse. What should i do. As of right now i have dropped all communitcation with her and have taken her off my facebook friends list so i wouldnt see pictures of the new guy with her. I also took her number out of my phone so i wouldnt text her.
