crazed-driver, yes I am making this decision to go abroad because.. this is like an escapade for me. I wouldn’t make the same decision if his job didn’t involve models. You see.. it doesn’t make any difference if he were to take their photos or not, eventually he’ll be meeting/approaching them in the future.
Going abroad is my dream but sometimes I do feel like wanting to get a stable job here and start a family with him. He doesn’t want me to leave too (once I hinted him I might end up in somewhere else!). I love him so much but it really hurts when he’s telling me (quite frequently) about his work. He is really enthusiastic in opening a modelling agency and start doing car exhibitions(obviously involves these models) and damn, he has a lot of crazy ideas! I have to pretend to like his job and it’s as if I am so proud of him, which is really hard. I always end up with tears/worries/pressures.
I have always been there for him as he had failed many times before. Now that he’s got the job, what about me? Things went sour immediately when he met this young model and he claims that they’re just friends and guess what? In the end he let her run the modelling agency together! AAAAAARRGGHH. okay sorry. WHAT SHOULD I DO?
