Hello. I don’t even know where to start. I started talking to this boy in December. I don’t know what it was about him but its like I was drawn to him. Something about him was different I thought. Anyway his parents kicked him out and his step dad hit him in the face and then next thing ya know he is at my door with his things. I knew us living together would be bad in the long run.. But my family are I took him in because we are good people. It was awesome at the time. But things starting changing in my head. I began doubting everything and taking things out on him that we’re totally not even me. It got to the point where I wasn’t having fun. I was so emotionally stressed and felt trapped. I was losing myself and I need freedom. He needs too much attention. There are so many things goin on in my life with my dad being addicted to crack.. And in the hospitle on his death bed almost my ex couldn’t even be there for me. That sad part is that I didn’t want him to be. I didn’t look at him the same or even think the same. So I had to tell him to leave. We haven’t even talked since he left. I feel sad and relieved. I’m 17 he’s 19. So I’m asking you, why do I feel so old and lost already. How should I think about all of this.
This isn’t the same person as my previous post this is my best friend.
