Thank you for your advice. He hasnt mentioned taking a break since November, its his actions that make me wonder if there is any future…. He is so distant and standoffish now, almost like he is trying to seperate himself from me before something happens and I leave. I know that with his ex, she kicked him out with no warning and completely blindsided him. Like I said we were good friends for years before we started dating so there isnt much I dont know about him. I just wish I could get him to see Im NOT her and I would never hurt someone like that.
The other issue is that I have no idea where to start if I moved out. I moved here with just what fit in my car, so everything we own we bought together. Together we barely make enough to cover the bills and I know neither of us could afford to have our own seperate place. Its like a bad nightmare come to life.