thanks you.
I am still a little bit confused about our relationship now. because we still talk/chat everyday like we’re friends. but whenever something related to our past relationship comes up, I feel alright to talk about it, but he says it’s awkward and mostly stays silent. Then I feel a bit hurt when he says that, so I stopped initiating conversations. Then, he started to continue the conversation and asks me questions. it seems like we’re talking just as before, except we don’t express our feelings to each other. he told me he’s happy we’re able to have “normal” conversations because he enjoys talking with me. but for me, when I talk to him, I expect more than friends, and I don’t know what he expects from this. and when I told him since we’re not seeing each other anymore, I will go back to my home country as soon as I finish my study, he proposed to see me one more time before I go. I don’t know what he really expect us to be, and I don’t know how to handle these. If I cut him out of my life, I will lose a good friend, and when he finally finds a job, we will already be strangers. But, if we keep talking to each other like how we are now, I feel it’s hard for both of us to move on. just like the first time when we broke up, we talked like friends, didn’t expect to see again, but then we got back 6 months later. How should I deal with our situation now?
