Dear April,
Thank you for your advices. I think they worth considering. I had never meant to be in a long distance relationship, to be honest. He really tried too much to get me to the mood. Even once I had told him “I can’t compete with any other girl who lives there. I don’t want to be in that kind of situation.” Still he was really eager to get me. And he did, eventually.
I realized that I have forgot to mention that he is coming to visit me on 5 August, for two weeks. Since he doesn’t have much job opportunities here, I have been making some job and masters applications at his country.
Another thing I have forgotten mentioning is our ages. I am 23, have just been graduated from university. He is 27, about to finish his master’s degree.
The thing I am afraid is not whether he is cheating on me or not. Because in a naive way maybe, i trust him. During that six months we lived in the same city, we became really good friends, shared some great memories together. And I knew that he was considering leaving his girlfriend even back then, yet he didn’t make any moves on me. So, i think he is trustworthy enough. He has always been kind and caring to me, he still is. Yet I am about to make something that is going to change my life completely. I am accepted to a master’s programme here in my own country, but i am seriously considering leaving it and moving to another country, near him, and maybe even start working on a job far beneath my training. I am ready to do that, though i can’t be sure if he is losing interest, so I don’t know whether i should take that risk, or just let it go.
When I talk about the job applications I make in his own country, he is being supportive. Telling me it would be nice to be in the same place, and how he misses me, etc. Yet his interest seems to have lowered since we started this thing. I don’t know if this is how relationship should go after a while, or I had been just a phase for him to get over his previous, bad relationship. If i were, then i will have thrown everything i have here away for nothing.
Does he worth giving a shot?
