Easier said than done. I lose all confidence I shake im nervous im open and vulnerable and nothing comes out right! I try so hard and mess things up like I always do…ive never had this problem b4, I have never in my life felt what she makes me feel, I didnt even know it was possible to feel this way:) But its all one sided it feels which hurts more than anything and I guess if I find out she doesn’t want to see me then I lose the bit of hope that gets me through each day and without that Id not only love the one woman who doesnt love me back and Ill have no hope….im truly scared for the first time
