Things are going well. I have been doing more hints and I think she may have a tiny thing for me. She treats me differently and with care, but is also supportive of me. She always wants to make sure everything is ok and is always sorry when she accidentally offends me. She also admires my Autism,(yes I have that and I’m very unsocial) and enjoys me for who I am. She also admitted she likes my intelligence and constant chatter. I also know this goes beyond simple Autism understanding. I only recently told her and she understands. It is almost like a flirting that is hard to detect. This is strange considering we always text or talk when nobody is around, yet in public we don’t interact very often. I cannot approach her because my autism. I would be a nervous wreck. She dosen’t act to anybody else like she does to me. I am treated differently. It seems to me to be a mix between nervousness and care, but I don’t know. It is more than Autism I think. I do just fine when she starts the conversation and she knows that.We are going along very well, better than the couple of years we have known each other so far.
I want to ask her out because I’m sure she will be willing to accept. But I don’t know if I should. I plan to ask her to the movies for a date and to figure things out with our parents because we must be driven their. Confrontation with the adults is unavoidable. I think around the beginning of April somewhere is when I will ask. I want to know if this should be a friend activity or a date. But a friend activity may still be suspicious. If you think I should do that then I want to know how I should do it. For example she may ask me if it is a date or find it entirely awkward. Unfortunately my personality would make it hard for her not to see that I like her. But I think I should simply ask her out and get it over with. But if you think I should ask her to do a friend activity and let her discover it on the way then I will do so. But I must warn it will be very suspicious to the adults and I have no clue what they will do when we bring it up. It is a difficult choice. Thank you for listening.
