[Jacinta98]

We got engaged pretty much a year ago, we planned to get married 2017, February the 6th but money issues we probably would’ve changed the date. Yes I had an engagement ring, I put it in the box and packed it with his things, when he collected them

[Jacinta98]

Also not to mention we were engaged. And also today I found out (through our mutual friends) he asked them about me and also said that he didn’t leave me for anyone else ect. As he would lie most likely. He also liked one of our old Facebook photos on Facebook. It all very confusing, I’m really hurt and angry but I haven’t replied to his goodbye letter, I’m just using the NC rule. I just wanna know what he really is meaning and I would like to k ow if there is any chance we could ever be something again, I want I let go but I really would like to hear the words “I regret losing you, I regret leaving you” come out of his mouth.

[Jacinta98]

My ex boyfriend who broke up with me 4 weeks ago messaged me at 3am lastnight, he broke up with me coldly online on Facebook, we did have a lot of dramas circling just because the loss of a baby. I also found out that is seeing a girl, now… He moved on very quickly. (Not sure if rebound or not) we were together for two years, I love this boy. I don’t want to lose him, he is my everything and always will be. Anyway to cut to the chase he sent me this at 3am in the morning, what do you think he’s thinking, is there any hope for us? I’m very confused with some things like I don’t want to “lose you out of my life” “your the absolute love of my life” of that’s so why did he leave? Anyway this is what he sent
me:

i just wanted to say that i am truly sorry about how everything ended, you deserved to know how i felt but that was where the problem was Because I didnt Know how I felt, So I just wanted to apologise for putting you through so much pain, i dont want to lose you from my life like but us as couple just wasnt working, i truly am sorry, you are the absolute love of my life, as i lay here at 3am typing this to you, you truly were a great part of my life, dont ever think that ill love anyone like i love you, i was just so over all the arguing all the bullshit, i know i did a fuckload wrong in our relationship and all i seemed to do was hurt you, no matter how i tried please you it always seemed like you never were, so i just sorta stopped trying to.. it all just took such a massive toll on me emotionally, i really need to go to bed, but i just wanted to say that you will hold my heart and our babys forever dont think that i will ever forget that, goodbye, i really hope that we can talk about things in the future, please stay safe xx

Is he guilty? And the main thing I’m wondering. Is there any hope for us, like I said I love this boy, what do I do? I don’t want to let him go (not telling him that, already done that when we broke up and he through it in my face, then I stopped contact and this is what I got) but also apparently he’s being seeing another girl, so guilty message from that because he knows that I know or is he doing something here. Please help…

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