I’m sorry I didn’t include this, I had a paragraph typed with the whole story (it’s a LONG twisted one) but it was too long. He is 30 and I just turned 24. We’ve been married about 7 months we dated for about 2 years before marriage. I feel like we’re married for the baby. He asked me to marry him about 5 months into dating and he was just getting a divorce, after this supposed first proposal he was messaging women and I was not serious. He was never single between marriages. An update: we haven’t bought our first home and he wants too. Every single thing gives me anxiety. I am excited to get a home one day seeing we are renting now but I feel like I’m digging myself deeper.