[MarcellNagy]

I know it’s not all about me, but we have so many happy memories, we totally fit each other, even if I could create someone for myself, that person couldn’t be as perfect for me as she is, we make each other whole.
And as I said, I want to make her the happiest girl, so I can’t give up on this. She isn’t just a 14 year old girl for me, she means everything to me.
I want us to be happy together, it would be the best for both of us, but we (I) have to solve this current problem first.
And her decision wasn’t 100% her decision, it was mostly her dad’s. I know that she would want to keep in touch if her dad wasn’t overprotective. And I get her dad too, but I feel like everything between us would be a waste if we couldn’t be together.
She would never let me down, neither would I. I know it would be the perfect relationship if it wasn’t like this with her father. And I want to save the situation somehow, there’s gotta be a way we can be happy together like both of us want it.

And this whole stuff is consuming me, I’m a total wreck now, but I can’t let her disappear out of my life…

[MarcellNagy]

Thank you for understanding that I can’t move on.
I don’t think her father wants to talk to me, because he doesn’t trust me at all (I know he just wants to protect her daughter, but it feels bad, because I’m the “never lying, 100% honest and does everything for his loved one” kinda guy, and I did nothing to make him judge me without giving me any chance)
And also, I’m afraid she would get shouted at if she mentioned this to her dad again…

And about her decision, she made it million times that I’m the most important one for her, she would leave everything she has behind for me, she said if her dad found it out again, she would still try to stay in contact with me, but it’s not going that way… I don’t know what her father told her, but she changed so much in a few days. I totally get that it’s very hard for her, and she’s scared, but I’m certain that we would have a very bright future together. I just can’t lose her… Even my mom and sister like her (my sister totally wants to be best friends with her), but I just don’t know what to do…

I was thinking of travelling there, but I don’t know how that could help (I know I could finally hug her, that I was waiting for SO much), but besides that, I don’t think her dad would let me explain anything, he probably would be super angry at me. (I don’t live that far from her, less than 1200 kilometers)

But I have absolutely no idea what I could do to keep us together. Most of the times, she was solving the problems, because I get panicked very easily, and I can also break very easily, first time her dad saw our chats and forbade her talking with me, she was the one who told me to talk in secret, but now she is way too scared to do so, and she looks like she lost her hope, she said it clearly that we can’t talk, but I want to keep on fighting for both of us, I can’t imagine my future without her.

So here I am, trying to find a solution alone, because she is not in a state she could help, but I still want to save our future. We were talking so much about that, imagined together how our days would be, the marriage, going out and just being together. She was so happy when we were talking about things like that, but now she seems so… I can’t even describe… Emotionally dead, all hopes lost, and I REALLY want to change it.

Don’t you have any ideas what I could do? I’m so lost, but one thing is sure, that I don’t want to let her down.
Thank you once again for listening to me, and helping, I really appreciate it.

[MarcellNagy]

I have the money to fly there, but not too regularly, I have enough money to get there and back, but I don’t know if it could help.
I don’t have a job yet, because I have a lot of lessons at school, but she is too important for me. I can’t just lose her like this, she is like nobody else, she understands me way more than anybody else could, she brings happiness into my life, and she is 100% perfect for me. I don’t want to get into any other relationship, she is the one I love and I could never love anyone else. She is so different than any other girls.
The thing I want is not someone I can date, not a girlfriend, she is the one I really want, nobody else is good.
And about her dad… Yes, I know that it’s the right thing he can do, but I want to prove him I can be trusted…
I really feel like I can’t live without her, I even cut her name into my shoulder with a razor blade and wrote her a message with blood onto a paper.
I love her so MADLY, I can’t let go of her… I want to be happy with her together, I want to make her the happiest girl in existence, and spend my life with her.
I’ve seen her flaws, and “darker side” too, and I totally accept her with all her mistakes, I love her more than anything else, but this whole situation is so hard…

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